The middle path

statis is what my life is now

its a state of lull

so many events happen

in each of them i decide 

to do something that 

will break me from inside

i become harder on the outside

i sense a lack of passion in me

and then a sudden surge

of immense passion

telling me to break down

or break out of the crowd

and suddenly the lull comes 

back again to bring me

to peace

emotionless is what i become

in other's eyes

logic being the culprit

as ever

who would believe

that its always been my logic

that preserved purity

of emotions in me

i am scared of you that

you'll hurt them if i show

them to you

and so i scare the wits out 

of you

in self defence

i wonder why you fail to

realise

that sometimes it takes an 

animal with teeth of logic

in me to save the man

of true emotions inside

(23rd Oct 2008)